Pain Pain go away.

Dear shoulder,

For too long you have caused incredible pain. I have existed on so many pain killers I believe I rattle when I walk. Next time I see the surgon I am asking for a Titanium replacement. Seriously.When I woke up this morning I was enraged with pain. Angry feeling so sorry for myself I wanted to cry. The human body is a wonderful thing, yet it never seems to amaze me that we humans fall apart so fast.I have beaten cancer, I have had children yet when I go to make a bed it’s like torture.I mean medication is good to a point but where do you draw the line between pain relief and being in a constant state of medicated flux. Smut man has restless legs, I swear he is channeling Michael Flatly in his sleep.Every night he river dances his way across the bed.I mean every night.I feel so bad for him as he is well over 6foot tall.So even a queen size bed is not cutting it for us.Our boy is 9 and he has JRA (juvinile rhumatoid arthritis)his pain is constant.Our daughter has her own sleep issues, god I sound like we are a pack of invalids.From the outside we look like a happy healthy family.Come the night well you get the picture, ailments a plenty here in the Goth household.


About A Goth In The Sun

I am an old Goth in an Emo world. Sometimes my blog can be serious sometimes just silly. It is hard to write about abuse at length & that is why they are infrequant. View all posts by A Goth In The Sun

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